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Hello!
I am a woman who was born in -92 (32 years old), and I am continuing my education to become a chemist, from a pharmaceutical technician. The blog is about my journey towards the goal, and within that subject there will always be a lot to write about, funnily enough! Btw, if anyone here is really good at photoshop or equivalent, and would like to "improve" my website for a fee, please write in the comment field and I'll get back to you. I can imagine paying a few hundred, or up to 1000 SEK, depending on the quality.
Probably the last time I look young on pictures, where it was lit from below. It's going to go downhill fast now. August 2024.<3 Time to take advantage of yourself from elsewhere.
Here is a song from Polish disco, I like this one a lot. I also think that you are often secretly fascinated by shady/mysterious people. Such are often the face of art, for example. You should never feel bad about if you happen to be a loner. You are exactly the way you should be.
The most popular music in Poland.
[Zwrotka 1: Tribbs]
Kto zapomni, Ty czy ja?
Komu będzie kiedyś żal?
Nie pytaj, przecież wiesz
Bierz życie jakie jest
Już nie zmienisz teraz nic
Nie przewidział tego nikt
Że nasz niezwykły sen
Jak mgła rozpłynie się
[Verse 1: Tribbs]
Who will forget, you or me?
Who will feel sorry one day?
Don't ask, you already know
Take life as it is
You won't change anything now
Nobody saw it coming
That our extraordinary dream
Like the fog will dissipate.
[Refren: Tribbs]
Zatańczysz ze mną jeszcze raz, ostatni raz
Nim skończy się ten bal nadziei
Iskra błyśnie w nas i zgaśnie w nas
Jak niepotrzebna łza
Zatańczysz ze mną jeszcze raz, ostatni raz
Nim skończy się ten bal nadziei
Iskra błyśnie w nas i zgaśnie w nas
Jak niepotrzebna łza
[Chorus: Tribbs]
Will you dance with me again, for the last time
Before this ball of hope ends
A spark will flash in us and will be extinguished in us
Like an unnecessary tear
Will you dance with me again, for the last time
Before this ball of hope ends
A spark will flash in us and will be extinguished in us
Like an unnecessary tear
[Zwrotka 2: Tribbs]
Choć nam będzie siebie brak
Choć poznamy ciszy smak
Nie cofnie czasu nikt
Gdy w oczy zajrzy świt
Podzielimy świat na pół
Pogubimy resztki słów
I zanim minie dzień
Zapomnieć zdążysz mnie
[Verse 2: Tribbs]
Though we will miss each other
Though we will get to know the taste of silence
No one can turn back time
When the dawn looks into the eyes
We will divide the world in half
We'll lose the last of the words
And before the day is over
You'll forget me
[Refren: Tribbs]
Zatańczysz ze mną jeszcze raz, ostatni raz
Nim skończy się ten bal nadziei
Iskra błyśnie w nas i zgaśnie w nas
Jak niepotrzebna łza
Zatańczysz ze mną jeszcze raz, ostatni raz
Nim skończy się ten bal nadziei
Iskra błyśnie w nas i zgaśnie w nas
Jak niepotrzebna łza
[Chorus: Tribbs]
Will you dance with me again, for the last time
Before this ball of hope ends
A spark will flash in us and will be extinguished in us
Like an unnecessary tear
Will you dance with me again, for the last time
Before this ball of hope ends
A spark will flash in us and will be extinguished in us
Like an unnecessary tear
[Zwrotka 3: Kubańczyk]
Zatańczysz ze mną jeszcze raz, ostatni raz (ostatni raz)
Dziś nie pójdziemy spać
Nie mów, że nie chcesz mnie już znać
Ta miłość jak nietrwały domek z kart (domek z kart)
Zapomnij już o problemach i pij
Ja to jeden z nich, lecz bez ciebie jak żyć
Znowu zamykasz mi przed nosem drzwi
Tak będzie nam lepiej, lecz mówisz to ty
[Verse 3: The Cuban]
Will you dance with me again, one last time (last time)
We won't go to sleep tonight
Don't say you don't want to know me anymore
This love like a perishable house of cards (house of cards)
Forget about problems and drink
I'm one of them, but how to live without you
You close the door in my face again
It'll be better for us, but it's you saying it
[Refren: Tribbs]
Zatańczysz ze mną jeszcze raz, ostatni raz
Nim skończy się ten bal nadziei
Iskra błyśnie w nas i zgaśnie w nas
Jak niepotrzebna łza
[Chorus: Tribbs]
Will you dance with me again, for the last time
Before this ball of hope ends
A spark will flash in us and will be extinguished in us
Like an unnecessary tear
The song:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=meiGja1jpjk
Gunnar was on an apartment viewing. When he entered the living room, he saw some really ugly spots up on the ceiling. "Are they moisture stains? He asked the host. "The previous tenant was a chemist and used to do some experiments. "So it's chemicals? "Well, it's more like the chemist!
Of course women don't work as hard as men. They do it right from the start!
There are two things that you shouldn't waste time on: Things that don't matter and people who don't think you matter.
More great music:
1999 musical "Mamma Mia", song "Money, money, money":
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EGVbPnmXKiI
Paparazzi (Official cover) by singer Diamante:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Ss8_iLecALM
"Chemistry is sometimes referred to as The Central Science. Chemistry is divided into three parts. These three branches are organic chemistry, inorganic chemistry and physical chemistry." (kidadl.com) Quotes:
1/10: "The most important of my discoveries have been suggested to me by my failures." -Humphry Davy.
2/10: "To know the age of the universe, it is very important to know the age of the chemistry." - P.S. Jagadeesh Kumar.
3/10: "The stars are laboratories in which the evolution of matter proceeds in the direction of large molecules." - Pierre Teilhard de Chardin.
4/10: "Do you know what we do with liars in Chemistry? We kill them."- Hank Green.
5/10: "Chemistry is, well technically, chemistry is the study of matter. But I prefer to see it as the study of change." -Walter White.
6/10: "All theoretical chemistry is really physics, and all theoretical chemists know it." -Richard P. Feynman.
7/10: "Chemistry has energy and it's meant to be felt." - Stacy Snapp-Killian.
8/10: "Unnaturally high radiation levels increases aggression in people." - Steven Magee.
9/10: "A neat and orderly laboratory is unlikely. It is, after all, so much a place of false starts and multiple attempts." - Isaac Asimov.
10/10: "To retain my fascination with chemistry, I have had to change my research fields about every 10 years." -Donald Cram.
https://kidadl.com/facts/quotes/best-chemistry-quotes-to-spark-your-interest (2024-08-12)
Hello!
Now in September we celebrated my brother (30 years). He is incredibly kind and smart. We celebrated him on Öland, which is one of Sweden's largest islands, with a population of almost 27,000 people. Öland is an archaeological gold mine, but the budget is not big enough to dig up all the secrets.
To get to Öland we went by car over a bridge, starting in Kalmar. Kalmar has longer summers than Stockholm, it is a boating community with beautiful views, and there are still a couple of larger universities there. I was baptized in their Catholic church near the water (32 years ago). I'm thinking of living in Kalmar one day, the big houses for example are cheaper. The scenery was also absolutely impressive.
But I have to know more first, it must not be too difficult to get a job, otherwise you should probably look further, I will have to do further research. I'm going to share some family photos that won't be up for long. This little part of the blog will disappear on the last day of December. These are pictures of me and my closest family. :)
It was common to sacrifice horses to the gods and then eat the meat, in the time of the Vikings. And there was an unimaginable amount of war all the time, there are large hills of soldiers over which a lawn has grown on on this Öland. Ghosts have been seen. Mainly a famous dog that sprays fire. When we went home late to the cottage we listened to "Broken souls" (I will share it later), and it felt appropriate at the time.
Trasiga själar
Broken souls
Åh, kom du nära när nätterna brann
Och jag fick styrkan tillbaks
Det var så mycket som vi inte hann
Längtan till något finns kvar
Springa mot ljuset som släcks var gång
Du tar ett famlande kliv
Och i ditt huvud så hörs en sång
Orden beskriver du skriver ditt liv
Oh, did you come close when the nights were burning
And I got my strength back
There was so much we didn't have time for
The longing for something is still there
Run towards the light that goes out every time
You take a fumbling step
And in your head a song is heard
The words describe you write your life
Trasiga själar som gudarna glömt
Och för dem finns ingen lag
Livet är värt mycket mer just nu
Vi är de människor som hoppas och drömt
Vi var där mitt på ett hav
Stormen var hård men den lever du
Broken souls forgotten by the gods
And for them, there is no law
Life is worth a lot more right now
We are the people who hope and dream
We were there in the middle of a sea
The storm was hard but you live it
Det jag har varit, det finns inom mig
Tankar och drömmar får liv
Växer till längtan som rör sig mot dig
Låt mig få vara naiv
Meta i mörkret, jag såg en själ
Värmen känns närmare nu
Kärleken som inte frös ihjäl
Ljuset inom mig är du
What I have been, it is within me
Thoughts and dreams come to life
Grows into longing that moves towards you
Let me be naïve
Meta in the dark, I saw a soul
The heat feels closer now
The love that didn't freeze to death
The light within me is you
Trasiga själar som gudarna glömt
Och för dem finns ingen lag
Livet är värt mycket mer just nu
Vi är de människor som hoppas och drömt
Vi var där mitt på ett hav
Stormen var hård men den lever du
Det kommer dagar då modet flyr
Men du är den morgon som gryr
Broken souls forgotten by the gods
And for them, there is no law
Life is worth a lot more right now
We are the people who hope and dream
We were there in the middle of a sea
The storm was hard but you live it
There will be days when courage flees
But you are the morning that dawns
Trasiga själar som gudarna glömt
Och för dem finns ingen lag
Livet är värt mycket mer just nu
Vi är de människor som hoppas och drömt
Vi var där mitt på ett hav
Stormen var hård men den lever du
Broken souls forgotten by the gods
And for them, there is no law
Life is worth a lot more right now
We are the people who hope and dream
We were there in the middle of a sea
The storm was hard but you live it
Trasiga själar som gudarna glömt
Och för dem finns ingen lag
Livet är värt mycket mer just nu
Vi är de människor som hoppas och drömt
Vi var där mitt på ett hav
Stormen var hård men den lever du
Broken souls forgotten by the gods
And for them, there is no law
Life is worth a lot more right now
We are the people who hope and dream
We were there in the middle of a sea
The storm was hard but you live it
The song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oKHpdsd8ECs
Now we have a pretty medieval feeling in our bodies, and I'm going to show you a Polish masterpiece. A song about a movie called With fire and sword (written: 1884). "The series was a vehicle for expressing Polish patriotism in a Poland partitioned and deprived of independence" (wikipedia). In both the song and in the film, we see a beautiful woman who is abducted from the man she wants to marry, by a ukraine mad-man, who happens to be a Cossack. He is jealous and wants the young woman for himself. Times allowed that behavior and it is sung in the song that He Will Burn The World (red face, from someone elses blood, 2 min. 55 s.) if he looses her. Enjoy! :) The cossack in this case is seen as hot among Polish women (beautiful face, strong, famous...), and he got a ton of love letters...
Dumka na dwa serca
A Dumka For Two Hearts
Edyta:
Mój sokole chmurnooki
Pytaj o mnie gór wysokich
Pytaj o mnie lasów mądrych
i uwolnij mnie
Edyta:
My cloud-eyed falcon
Ask the high mountains about me
Ask the wise forests about me
and set me free
Mój sokole, mój przejrzysty
Pytaj o mnie nurtów bystrych
Pytaj o mnie kwiatów polnych
I uwolnij mnie.
My falcon, my transparent
Ask the swift currents about me
Ask wildflowers about me
And set me free.
Edyta:
mój miły...
Edyta:
my beloved (kind)...
Mieczysław:
Jak mam pytać gwiazd w niebiosach ?
Są zazdrosne o Twój posag:
O miłości cztery skrzynie
I o dobroć Twą
Mieczysław:
How should I ask the stars in the heavens?
They are jealous of your dowry:
About Love, Four Chests
And for Your goodness
Edyta:
Mój miły...
Edyta:
my beloved (kind)...
Mieczysław:
Jak mam pytać innych kobiet ?
Mieczysław:
How should I ask other women?
Edyta:
Serce me odkryją w Tobie.
Edit:
They will discover my heart in You.
Razem:
I choć wiedzą, nie powiedzą
Nie odnajdę Cię
Together:
And although they know, they won't tell
I won't find you
Edyta:
Mój sokole gromowładny
Pytaj o mnie stepów sławnych
Pytaj tych burzanów wonnych
I uwolnij mnie
Edit:
My Thundering Falcon
Ask the famous steppes about me
Ask these fragrant storms
And set me free
Mieczysław:
Przez kurhany spopielałe
Przez chutory w ogniu całe
Snu już nie znam, step odmierzam
By odnaleźć Cię.
Mieczysław:
Through the ashen burial mounds
Through the farms on fire
I don't know sleep anymore, I measure the steppe
To find you.
Edyta:
Mój miły...
Edyta:
My beloved (kind)...
Mieczysław:
Jakże pytać mam księżyca ?
On się kocha w Twych źrenicach
Słońce zgoni, step zasłoni
Nie odnajdę Cię
Mieczysław:
How can I ask the moon?
He is in love with your pupils
The sun will die, the steppe will cover
I won't find you
Edyta:
Mój miły...
Edyta:
My beloved (kind)...
Mieczysław
Jakże pytać mam Kozaka ?
Mieczysław
How can I ask a Cossack?
Edyta:
Co na miłość chorą zapadł
Edit:
Who fell ill on love
Razem:
On by z żalu świat podpalił
Gdyby stracił...
Together:
He would set the world on fire out of grief
If he lost...
Mieczysław:
Cię...
Mieczysław:
You...
Edyta:
Mnie...
Edit:
Me...
Mieczysław:
Gdyby stracił Cię...
Mieczysław:
If he lost you...
Edyta:
Jakże pytać mam księżyca ?
Edit:
How can I ask the moon?
Mieczysław:
On się kocha w Twych źrenicach
Mieczysław:
He is in love with your pupils
Razem:
Słońce zgoni, step zasłoni
Nie odnajdziesz mnie
Together:
The sun will die, the steppe will cover
You won't find me
My wpatrzeni, zasłuchani
Tak współcześni aż do granic
W ciemnym kinie, po kryjomu
Ocieramy łzę
We're staring, listening
So contemporary to the limit
In a dark cinema, secretly
We wipe away a tear
The original song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wcXAKhwsl6o
Fan-made: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6S9HU6sInCI